since my past few post were dedications to my loved ones,
i think it is only befitting - because this is MY blog,
that i revert back to talking about MYSELF again.

i did a mistake of being too open
with my online journal once upon a time.
naked emotions,
raw thoughts,
everysinglelittledamneddetailofmylife.
almost anyway.

but i realize now nothing beats
pouring out to a good friend,
instead of a digitalized screen;
untangling complications,
instead of aggravating them through blogs.

guess best lessons are learned first hand.

now that all of that is in the past,
i want to liken my blog to a good solid reliable journal that i myself
would not mind rereading over and over again.
be that as it may, that has not been fulfilled.
making me wonder whether i have turned from an extrovert to the opposite.

time.
scarcity.

desire.
depleting.

inspiration.
sporadic.

consciousness?
a constant.

to further elucidate the last of four,
i seem to have this perplexing fear that everything written here will
cheapen some of the best memories i have.
who's truly happy for me?
who's genuinely concerned about my well-being?
who's judging this one-tenth of what my life is,
based on this semi-serious blog???

sometimes i just feel that there are no words
illustrious enough to express how i felt at that frame of time.
how great things are,
and continues to be.
that's when i don't bother.

but like the beginning of this post spieled,
i need to start talking about MYSELF again!
=D

so i know he passed,
but Lim Goh Tong is deservingly the legendary gazzillionaire that he is.
albeit the bus accidents, theme park tragedies and poor maintenance,
genting will always have the advantage - that temperature at a tropical peninsula.

they say pictures are worth a million words.
better bring out your reading glasses!!

date: 10/10/07
weather: drizzling.












had fun all the way up and back
and to my house where they rummaged my closet!

and two weeks later(which was a week from now) at bangsar,
shopping for prom dresses.


[sidetrack]
oh yeah, did i tell you that i'm grounded now?
yes, yes, yes i am.
and for the first time i think my mom actually means it.
guess i'm finally able to try to cook or bake or work out or something.

*paw prints*

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0 comments @ 5:18 AM

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concealed in webdings
are all the firsts, and many moooooore to come. ;)
better to keep all the cheeeeeesy corny stuff to ourselves right?









































amor na primeira vista.
a luxúria envolveu.




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0 comments @ 3:29 AM

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the title is as such because
on one of our outings we happened to sing that song together.



your awesome sneakers,
your sense of humour,
your creativity in creating new words,
your slk,
your guitar skills,
your mad bowling skills! haha!
your purple hair!!

i covet i covet i covet!!!!!!!

and you're my future second cousin in law.
all the reason to love you moooooore.

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY

YOUR ROYAL DIVA PRINCESS SHERLEE HIGHNESS.
gosh you have so many names!
have fun at bangsar.
without me.
=(

buy me stuff from singapore you better!
xxxoooxoxoxoooxxx

*paw prints*

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0 comments @ 7:27 AM

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last year,
i wrote about how much i hate you.
because of how skinny and smart and artsy you are!
remember?



this year,
i'm gonna write about how much i LOVE you.

[one]
you always bring lil gifts for me when you come back from aussie.

[two]
you're the best cam-whore buddy.
but not really, cos you so pretty i'm absolutely abhorred by my own image sometimes.

[three]
i can always always talk to you.

[four]
you always have something nice to say.

[five]
you hate the same people i hate.

[six]
all the jarred memories:
- being locked in starbucks from pouring rain, sipping on hot chocolate, missing 3 hours of class.
- attending our one and only tuition class with min ern n jack in the kindergarten! hah!
- the taylor's rave thing, where my heels broke. = S
- all the breaks we went together.
- how you kicked my mini jlo at snooker! = O
- fondue house & d'haven & shoesshoesshoes!!!!
- all the library sessions and how we would end up talking/camwhoring/onlining moooore than actually studying.
- manhatten's fish market, just before you left. ='(
- and the most recent JOGOYA!

10 rounds, was it?
crazzyyyyy!

i wanted to do 19 reasons but i rounded it to 10 cos it's a better number,
then i multiplied it by the number of times you called me,
then i divided the weight you keep losing and losing and losing even though you've been eating,
then the number came to six!

love you you silly dreamer marshmalow bumbum!!!


i miss high school so much it's unfathomable.
but if there's any reason that i missed taylor's and college,
you were a major reason.
xxx!
okay better stop before i sound like a total lesbo!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

CHEN YEE SHUANGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!

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i LOVE reading.

my favourite books include:











and i'm currently reading



i like books that grip me.
i like books that teleport me into a completely different time and space, yet totally relatable.
i also like books that make me cry.

but few books are read more than once.
most books cost rm34 or more.
we buy them,
lend them to friends,
and never see the sight of them ever again. =(

for a thrifty *cough* spender like me,
i have to wait till mph holds a "big warehouse sale"
which i have to hustle through crowds
and search through mounts of disorganized, stale, outdated books
without assistance to get like... a measly 20% price cut.

hardly worth it don't you think?

if you get my lament,
then you will be equally thankful for the existence of
*BOOK XCESS* <-- click!

books there are dirt cheap!
like 50% off original price cheap!
and best of all they are BRAND NEW AND FIRST HAND!
no need to worry about silverfishes, moldy pages and dog ears
from second, third or forth hand books!

*BOOK XCESS*
is located in level 3, amcorp mall.
which is also home to cheap movie tickets and clear, exchangeable dvds!
all the more reason to go there now!

they say you are what you eat.
i say you write what you read.

books make the best company when you're waiting.
they're also prefect as gifts.

i love books, i really do.
if you're as much of a book worm,
pay *BOOK XCESS* a visit.
books may be limited,
but you can order or request.
just as good as mph or borders, no?

in fact,
i think it's better. =)

*paw prints*

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the guess the true statement game:

he has a fetish for fancy toilet bowls.
he has a fetish for fake boobs.

he owns a few women lingerie.
he owns a VAST collection of porn.
all tucked under his bed.
and some in his closet.

he is proud of his cheesecake.
he is proud of his ten time record.( go figure~)

he lost it to a girl pist drunk after Octoberfest during his exchange programme in germany.
he lost it to a m2f who works in Soi Cowboy during a vacation in bangkok.

his secret talent is to get what he wants by crying.
his secret talent is to be able to drive while sleeping.

now that i have exposed five of your deepest darkest secrets,



just wanna make sure you have an exxxtra good time alright?

here's a more decent picture of you. =)


happy birthday once again.
remember your promise to me.

p/s: *disclaimer: none of the "facts" are true.
i know you all probably already knew,
but this is just in case chongshen get's all big-time-lawyer on me
and sues me for defamation in the future.

p/p/s: ow yeah i forgot he *is* really proud of his cheesecake!

*paw prints*

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4 comments @ 12:32 AM

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days, weeks, months..
how long has it been since i last posted something?

my fritzy connection is to blame.
so is facebook.
it's such a life-sucker i swear!
water fights, zombies, werewolves, fight club fake babies pokermafiascrabblewugveyeiuyeusa!
yeah it gets annoying sometimes,
but i love it when somebody sends me a graffiti or a naughty gift!
like i said,
LIFE-SUCKER.

i feel bad wasting the time of those who drop by daily
despite the desolate state this blog is in.

this is what happened when i m.i.a-ed.
not chronologically.

went down to dumai, sumatra, indonesia for a wedding.
3D2N,
booooring as hell,
didn't understand a word from the locals,
kept being called 'ibu' cos that's their term for "ma'am"
but the wedding food was good. =)





The Ritzi's came for a three week holiday.
if you don't know them,
they're the swiss family and the son's a miracle child
because both of them were supposedly barren
and he was predicted by them doctors to not survive past 2 years old
BUT NOW HE'S 8!
so we celebrated his be-earlied birthday at marche's.
he'll make you in love with his german accent and all!



cassie turned 1 on the 26th.
with mom baking a cake for her with a bear mold
and she really enjoyed her TEDDY BEAR CAKE!



she licks my tears dry,
she welcomes me home by prancing around me,
she makes me smile,
she makes me exercise what with all the morning walks,
she cleans whatever i can't finish,
i love my cassiebaby!

and i got my visa today!
=)
this is like a huuuge step.
next huge step requires syringes *eeep!*,
and the next next huge step involves quite abit of moolah's.

so that's it for now.
keep visiting.
don't give up on me.
i promise i'll devote more time into this. =)

need to pack for a day trip to genting with my girls.
ta!

*paw prints*

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